Possible actions...

So, for a few decades, I have been playing with an idea in my head. An idea for a story. It has grown some but, it is very scattered yet.
Last night was the first time I tried to put every down into a workable timeline. I have much work to do and a whole lot of dots to connect to make it into an almost workable reference point...A whole lot of work to do. But, I am kind of liking where this is going. That was a shock. Once I am done with that, I have to really sit and think about putting pen to paper...am I really serious about writing a contemporary fantasy book???? Man, That is the question I have been asking myself as much as I have been thinking about this whole story. If not more.
I have got to take some time and think in a quiet place so I can really contemplate what I really want to do with this.
So confused! But, I have been thinking about it so long that it feels like it is growing a mind of it's own and wants to come out of me and see the world. That being said, THAT seems like the logical answer but...It is me and I will think it out much, much more. and then there's the time. When would I find the time. So much to think about.
I'll see what will happen when the time is right...
Till then, more thinking.

Joshua Andrew

This is my drawing of Joshua Andrew as one of my male fairies. He is a very admirable man so I had to draw him.